Now I had to take action. Now was the time. Now I've seen the signal. Now was the time to move forward and I saw it clear. I was scared? There were a lot of people who told me but Irene, you sure? I never answered that answer, I just looked and smiled. How was I so sure?

If you've known me for a while, I'm sure you've identified it used to be a sea of doubt. I doubted whether to have banana or apple breakfast, yogurt or kefir... often jelly. I hesitated a lot in day-to-day decisions, but when I had to make a choice there has always been something that has not made me doubt: the inner voice.

When I was 18, I went to live abroad and they asked me the same question, but are you sure? My mind would have responded no, I'm dying of fear, I think I'm not going to be able to, I'm too young to face the unknown alone, I don't know English... My heart told me to jump. When I got my job in Holland, it was the same feeling, I had no idea of Dutch, I didn't know anyone, I didn't even have a bed to sleep in when I landed in Schipol (Amsterdam airport) but something stronger than I was saying trust and see.

On this occasion when she was involved in so many activities and could no longer, she resounded that voice. This time it was very clear with the message: DO WHAT YOU DO NOW.

What made me happy on Planet Earth was to dance and dream of living in Paris, oh la. I was deeply inspired and visualized by the step. For a moment I was out of breath, I felt falling into the void. But you know what I saw when the emptiness started to clear up? A glow so strong I started laughing at each other. I felt it as the signal. I called the school, told the owner of the apartment, put it all on sale.

Would you like to know what happened next? Then I felt what we call the Universe so strong, that I started to...

With love,

Irene 🌻